I always thought ah-ha moments were for big events like discovering the theory of relativity or winning a Pulitzer Prize. But I just had one - in 7 days March will begin. Then comes the questioning: What happened in those two months? Did any of the things I dreamed about in 2011 continue or get started?
I am happy to say, "yes!"
I'm writing, but not blogging. In 2011, I was invited to join a group of folks interested in writing. I count time spent with the other writers an honor and a priviledge. I receive constructive criticism and encouragement in a non-threatening environment. I am humbled to be allowed to spend time with such a talented group. I have begun to put a story to paper - at the baby-steps level. This is exciting to me. Listening to them is inspiring and a lesson - the old two ears, one mouth = listen twice as much as you speak. I have little to give to these folks, but I am hoping to grow as a writer; to move from the dream about it stage to the I'm really working through the nuts and bolts of it stage.
I'm going to the gym regularly. It isn't my favorite thing in the world, but I feel good about myself. I am stronger and happier. And there are areas of my body where small, forgotten muscles are coming back to life.
I'm eating healthy. Previous aches and pains that I thought were part of growing old, that simply had to be accepted have become less severe or vanished entirely. Apparently many of my pains were caused by the food I was eating which in turn caused inflammations. I feel more joy on many levels as though I have been given a rare second chance to go and live!
My daughter's wedding plans are progressing nicely. Every time a new decision is made, there is so much joy. August 17 is a day we are planning, yet I am enjoying most days. The extremely rainy days that last three or four days in a row are sometimes not enjoyable by me.
I'm reading a lot more, watching TV a lot less. As I read I am paying attention to writing style, language, perspective, character and the story. This is helping me as I put pen to paper or fingers to a keyboard.
I am renewing friendships by saying yes more often. I am having fun! One should not underestimate fun. Why a few moments of fun can sometimes carry me through several days of just getting things done.
